Already?
Exams are finally over. This means that school starts up again on Monday and that’s not cool. I don’t even want to know my results. This time I KNOW I’ve done badly. It’s like if you were a good swimmer and you had a personal best of 30 seconds, then when it comes down to the actual race you end up getting smashed by the competition and despite your PB, end up with a time that reads 2 minutes 50. I know there’s not really anything I can do about it now, I’ll just have to get the results and deal with them, however hard that may be. Sometimes I kinda wish I was dumb and didn’t know what I was capable of, that way I wouldn’t feel so disappointed or put so much pressure on myself to do well.It’s back to work tomorrow for the first time in about a month, and if I wasn’t saving for whatever it is I’m saving for, I’d quit. There are no words to describe how much I hate my job. On a positive note, Cassie will be coming in at nine, so I’ll at least get to work with her for a bit. I can’t stand about 95% of the people I work with, thankfully Cassie falls into the remaining 5%.
Well anyway, I should probably go and dry my hair now…and get dressed. I’ve been on the treadmill for the last hour, done my weights and had my shower. I’ll probably just wind down tonight with a movie as I have to get up early in the morning. I’m so not looking forward to work tomorrow.
posted by Ria @ 7:50 pm
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